so... shortly after my last entry, I got that call I was waiting for...
I've been offered the job, verbally accepted it, so am just waiting now for the papers to show up to sign them :D

between my last entry and the phone call tho, I had a bit of a blow out with andy... got it all sorted there and then tho, so all's good, no harm sustained. Kinda proud of myself for actually doign something about it at the time, part of me wanted to just ignore it, play innocent and pretend it hadnt happened, but I knew it would only eat away at me and cause a bigger problem later on if I didnt get him to sit and talk it over... so I did, and we're good :)

I made him cake, and it worked out better that time, but stillnot quite the way I expected... but he liked it, and was really pleased with it :)
saturday night we went out with some of his friends and had a great time and spent all day sunday and much of yesterday curled up together in front of the tv :)

all in all I'm feeling somewhat blissed out, happy, life is coming good :)
I just have to be brave and pick up the phone and call these estate agents to arrange viewings of the places I wanna go look at...