hey, I got a skirt done! well, the waistband and pockets... but I need to make the pockets bigger (I dont know why I decided to make them smaller in the 1st place, doh)and I still need to tack up the hem. otherwise, I got it done.. :p
and i got a call back about a job I applied to... tho I'd forgotten about applying for it! lol. it's an applications engineer, and the ageny have passed my cv on to the company... if I get it, I'd be training people in the company's products and kinda providing tech support to those people... could be fun...
I'm also still waiting for andy to call... he'd said he'd call last night... but considering my mood last night, it's prob best he didnt call... only its when I'm in that sort of mood that the little things, like him not calling when he says he will, that really get to me... there's two options that my extreme nature keeps coming to
one, that I cant trust him... through experience I know not to belive him when he says he'll call on a given day at a given time, cos almost every time he's said it, the phone call never comes... and yet I want to trust what he says, but I know not to... and if I cant trust a little thing like that that comes from his mouth, can I really trust anything bigger that he says?
the second option is just to get a little mad that he's lying to me... why say he'll call me that day at that time, when he wont hold himself to it... I'd much rather he just said he'll speak to me soon, that way there's no expectation...

I know, I've said all that before, I'm sorry...

oh, and the dr said the mark on my leg is nothing to worry about, to still get it checked by the dermatolagist just to be extra sure, but there's no rush... so thats a nice relief :) I think the worry and anxiety about going to the dr has been a big part of my feeling wierd these last couple of days... so maybe now I will relax a little and not be so apathetic?