a little over a month, and well there's really very little to say...

xmas and new year passed as usual, good time spent with family, good presents, and lots of awful xmas tv.

as for andy-ness... well, I'd gotten to thinking I could move on and find someone else... when he shows up and apologises for sabotaging things between us, and he's applied for a job 20mins up the road... :s
so, yeah, me - little miss predictablity - I've been toying with the idea of us getting back together. did email him syaing he needs to be open and consistent with me, and that if he can manage that then maybe we have a chance, if not then I cant have him in my life, and he knows where to find me to let me know.
I feel like a fool tho for even contemplating it... but I cant help it...
maybe its the romantic in me... I want him to fight for this, to prove over and over again what I mean to him...

... but i dont think it'll really happen that way